Speaking up

speaking up...
I don't speak up as much as I should. I don't always have the right things to say, nor will I ever have the right things to say, or well at least when i'm speaking... but I do know that when I write I write things that I would never have imagined saying. Why is that you ask? Fear, plain and simple. Someone once told me i have a brilliant way of writing things, I don't see it. I don't always have the best spelling or punctuation marks. I tend to ramble when i write, hoping it will touch somebody, but knowing it wont, because nine out of ten things i write end up in my recycle bin. This may also very well end up there, i wish that what I write, I could speak, or at least not the fear of allowing people to look and hear what I have to say.